Another see you later

Mom flies home Saturday. I know I get on her nerves and vice versa sometimes but overall I do enjoy having her here. Doing things with her and the little extra time it takes to do two people's laundry, dishes etc. has kept me from being too much at loose ends. When she goes the fact I have no job to go to daily will come crashing down. I will spend more time volunteering than I have been and concentrate more heavily on applications and interviews. I hope that I have gotten her out and about more than she would have done on her own. I know I've done things I wouldn't have done without someone to do them with. Still trying very hard to find the path I'm meant to take. Sometimes I think God expects me to follow his lead when we're dancing but I don't dance very well. It would be easier for me if he'd just give me a real good shove in the right direction, something so very obvious even I can't mistake it.