Obsessing

If you stop and think about it there is no certainty in Life. We have no promise that we'll be here tomorrow or even a minute from now. Being a control freak I have the false assumption that I not only can control some things but should be able to control all things. That might explain why I'm a little off center. So I make myself crazy because being unemployed I can't plot out what I'll be doing next month or even next week. Sooner or later it comes down to not planning and not knowing and being OK with that. If I can get to where I am able to set some hazy long term goals without the complete power point presentation of the outline of how I am going to get there, I think I'll be fine. Well as fine as I can be.